Tuesday 14th January 2014 -
Well well well! Just been looking at my older posts and wow it's been a while since I've posted on here! This place was never intended for me to gain lots of followers or get a lot of comments. It was a place where I could write down my problems or just talk to someone about my day. I haven't written on here (blog wise) in a very long time. I'm very sorry. This upsets me, it's like I've abandoned a pet I've had for years or something!
The reason I came on here is that I need someone to talk to. Now more than ever actually. I'm going through a rough time at the moment. My parents are getting divorced. It's hard you know? All my friends either come from a perfect family or if their parents aren't together, then it happened when they were a kid and so they don't remember it :/ it's making me feel very weak and quite vulnerable. It's like someone has ripped my coat off and now suddenly everyone can read me like a book.
On top of all this, I have to live in a house where everyone is playing happy families. I very much feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one even looks up (titanic quote, sorry) and It just keeps building up and I know very soon that I'm just going to blow up. To which I'm pretty sure, my mum will get the full force of.
It also doesn't help that I've got a lot of work to do at college and I'm applying for university on top of that! My escape at the moment seems to be reading. I've always been a keen reader ( www.reviewswithchloe.blogspot.co.uk ) ;) but at the minute I seem to be putting everything to the back of my mind and going into my own little world by reading a book. Literally I read whenever I can. On the bus to work, when I'm in the bath, before I go to bed. Sometimes even when I'm trying to watch a programme :L yeah exactly, work that one out!
But yeah enough of my moaning. It's just good to be back, hopefully this is just the beginning of me being back to my blogging days :D watch this space baby!
