Partie.

30th October 2010 -

Had a really good time last night at Connor's Halloween party :) can't believe the neighbours though =O mardy arses haha. And I went as Alice In Wonderland ;) but I made her scary :) so here's the story.. Alice was walking down the street when suddenly, out of nowhere, a vampire swoops down and bites her neck, which then turns her crazy (dark eyed with messy hair) and she is then Alice the vampire bitch :) haha :D quite proud of that myself ;). But yeah it was a reallyyy good night :). Although I paid for it this morning :( got to sleep at about 2 this morning because I couldn't sleep, and I had work this  morning, so I had a coffee at work which woke me up a while.. until now haha :( but I finished work early today anyway so it's not too bad :) now I'm off to watch Come Dine With Me :) love yaas' <3 Oooh! and here are some pictures :)..

Moitié mandat de cinq.

28th October 2010 -

Went to town today with my Mum and Sister, god my Sister moans so much haha! Got some fake blood for Halloween ;) scary! Plus i got a lot of my Christmas presents sorted out, although I need to go to town again so I can get the rest of my stuff. My hands were killing bringing everything home though, it was my Mum's fault! She bought bloody loads!

I just thought I'd share with you, a weird fact about me ;). I name certain gadgets and objects haha :P now before you immediately go 'omg freak' and stop visiting my blog ;) you may find that the names are actually quite creative, and see if you can spot the pattern on how I think of the names haha :D..

'Benny the bed'

'Cammy the camera'

'Barbra the Blackberry'

'Tommy the telly'

'Ian the Ipod'

'Lenny the laptop'

What do you think to them eh? ;) there is also my hamster, shes called 'Harriot the hamster' :P there was also 'Hammy the Hamster' but he died :(. So yeah, I'm kinda weird =/ but I'm sure it will be fine ;).

Getting quite excited for tomorrow now, going to my friends Halloween party, can't wait to get dressed up haha :D my camera is still broken though =/ so I'm going to ask my Mum if i can borrow hers so I can take pictures of everyone, which I will then post and show you :) bet your just as excited as I am eh? ;)

Quatre demi terme.

27th October 2010 -

Well went to the pictures today, saw Red, it's a really good film, although there were parts when I was laughing, and nobody else was, so I felt quite silly haha! Then when I was on my way home, there was this drunk guy walking across the road, he bumped into the bus and then started trying to have a fight with the bus, not the bus driver, but the actual bus haha! Was quite funny xD what an idiot! Now I'm sat at home bored, I should probably get my school work done, but proper cba! Ugh I'll do it tomorrow haha! ..hopefully!

Everyone seems to be getting on my nerves at the moment, I just feel like I need a change, nothing is how it used to be anymore =/ starting to play on my mind a lot though. Plus my Mum and Dad seem to like winding me up a lot lately, so that's not really helping much either *sigh* ugh! Be rate I guess.

..Looking out for you to hold my hand,

It feels like I could fall.

Now love me right, like I know you can,

We could lose it all.

Trois demi terme.

26th October 2010 -

Went to Lauren's today :) had a really good day. First we had dinner and watched this thing about teenagers that are out of control and go live with another family in other countries to help them behave better, can't remember the name haha. Then we went upstairs and went on the laptop for a bit, where I signed up to be an elf in the Frenchgate Center :) just thought I'd sign up for it, the extra money always helps haha. We then went next door as Lauren needed to babysit and so I thought I'd help, bless them, they were quite cute haha. I also beat Lauren on the dancing game ;) Broadway style! hehe :D score!

I'm now bored =/ and I think I'd better get doing my Psychology work else I'll end up leaving it until Sunday night and I don't wanna do that! :( ugh wish tomorrow would hurry up! Going to the pictures to see Red :) and I'm wearing my new 'Specs, bugs and rock & roll' t-shirt :) haha can't wait man! ;)

Deux demi terme.

25th October 2010 -

Had an alright day today :) meant to have been going to see Paranormal Activity 2 on Wednesday but were now going to see Red because some people are boring! haha. Was really looking forward to seeing it though tbh =/ might ask Ryan, Lauren and Connor if they want to go, just us, sometime next week to see it as we haven't spent time together in a while :).

Went to the costume shop today with Ryan to try and find a good Halloween costume and my god! How expensive are they man? It was like, £15 for a dress and a hat? I can bloody put that together for under a tenner in Tesco haha ;). Managed to find one though :D finally. I'm thinking of messaging the person I got it from though (because I got it from Amazon) and seeing when they think it will get here roughly, as I need it for Friday :) so I'm just hoping I will get it, else I'll be very upset! :( but I'm not telling anyone what costume I got! Muahahaa :D you'll just have to wait for me to blog on Saturday night when I'll have pictures! :D hehe can't wait.

Still haven't got my camera fixed yet :( I seriously need to ring the company soon! If they can't do anything, then I'm going to take it back to Argos and just explain that it was a gift, so I don't have the receipt, but I only got it in August so it should be fine >:(, if that fails, then I'm taking it to a place called Jessops? Apparently they specialise in cameras so I'm hoping they'll fix it for me, but I'll probably have to pay loads :( ugh not a happy bunny! If they can't fix it, or it costs too much, I might let my Grandad take a look at it, I know he probably doesn't know much about the digital cameras, but he used to have one of the big professional cameras (which I now have ;)) so he might know whats wrong with it :) I miss Cammy The Camera :( <3

Mi-trimestre.

23rd October 2010 -

Well, I'm on my half term now :) didn't have a very good last day to be honest though. Was pretty shite. I started off with an alright day, got my Media work finished and everything, and then I get into English and she has a massive rant because there was quite a few people who didn't bring their folders, I mean seriously, it was the last lesson, lighten up love =S.

But anyway, I'm going to enjoy a nice fun-filled week :D. Tomorrow I'm going to town and hopefully going to get my English and Psychology work done tomorrow so I don't have to mess about in the week :) then M0nday I'm going to town for a Halloween costume, Tuesday I'm seeing Lauren, Wednesday I'm going to see Paranormal Activity at the pictures, Thursday I'm going Christmas shopping with my Mum, Friday I'm going to Connor's Halloween party and Saturday I'm at work, but only for half a day ;)

Now I'm off to watch X Factor because I'm missing it and I can't miss it else I'll die :) god I'm turning into such an X Factor bum =( speak soon darlings :)

Poids.

19th October 2010 -

I realised that I am actually doing English literature at A level, and yet I never write on my blog anymore! What has gotten into me!? Well, for my English coursework, I have decided to write a piece on size 0 and what sort of effect that has on teenagers and even older women. I really can't wait to start doing it, I really want to start doing it now, but I tend to rush into things and my teacher hasn't as yet told us to start writing it, and I want it to be a good piece for my portfolio, so I'm being a good girl and spending my time doing research instead. But my god! I never realised how much of an effect weight and image is nowa' days. I went to my local corner shop to buy some magazines for the research, and on the magazine rack, they didn't have a wide selection of magazines, but they did happen to have about five different magazines on how to lose weight; I have to say, I felt disgusted. what sort of a message does that send to the young girls, and even boys who are out there. As a 16 year old girl, I have to say, I have had to battle a lot of issues with weight, and being told or picked on that your fat doesn't help either, but it also doesn't help having pictures of stick thin celebrities plastered all over magazines, televisions and Internet pages, as this clearly gives people the impression that you have to look like you've just stepped off a runway. You have to have a porcelain face like a china doll, wear clothes that cost a fortune, are perfectly intact and in style, and not have a hair out of place. Which I do not agree with one bit; honestly? there's no wonder the anorexia and bulimia percentage has increased as the years have passed. If there was a stick insect celebrity here right know, you know what I'd say? Shove a doughnut in your chops love :)

Cba.

3rd October 2010 -

Sorry  I haven't done a blog in over a month, cba. But I'm bored so just thought I'd do one anyway :) I'm in sixth form now doing Psychology, Media and English Language, plus I'm re-taking my maths GCSE :). It's not too bad I guess, thought it would be better but school is school I guess. Got my Blackberry finally :) and I keep buying too many clothes, although I do have my student NUS discount card, which makes it so much better :).

Going through a bad patch at the moment, I'm really confused and eugh. I just don't know what to do. Things aren't the same I guess, but we've been through so much together, and I can't handle it (n). We've had good times and bad times, like any body else, but I just want to wrap you up in my arms and keep you forever, tell you everythings going to be fine, I don't want either of us to just give up :( and I'll be so sorry if we do. But I promised you I'd always be there for you, and I am, your my bestfriend, and you need to realise that! You can come to me for anything, I promise, because I'll always love you, in my own way, always <3