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Wednesday, 29 December 2010

Noël 2010.

29th December 2010 -

Well I had a very good christmas :D I hope you all did too! What did everyone get? :) I got lotsa things! Including my new Ipod touch 4G ;) ahhh I'm soo in love with it <3 but I need more apps and Itunes dont seem to have much of a selection :(. I also got some lovely perfumes and bath stuff :) clothes, a new photo frame for my wall <3,  make-up and lots of chocolate and sweets :) I also got some money which I went shopping with and got lots of pretty new things :D and I'm even thinking of going back into town some day soon to get some more stuff because I found a very lovely jacket that I wanted and forgot to go get :( so I'm going abck for it before the VAT goes up ;) :).

Can't wait for the new year :) going to Ryans, first time I've done anything for the new year in at least, 4 years haha! Bloody hell :P. Is anybody else doing anything good for new year? ;)




Saturday, 11 December 2010

La Glace.

11th December 2010 -

YAY! The ice has finally melted! Ended up walking to work with my wellies on and there wasn't even any ice xD and even less when I walked home so I looked like a right idiot! But never mind :P. Need to write some more Christmas cards now because some ladies at the hairdressers have written me some, so I don't want to be rude and not give any of them one back :) so that's what I shall be doing either tomorrow or sometime next week :D got quite a busy week next week I think. Seeing Lauren twice because we hardly get to spend time together anymore, plus we will be swopping Christmas presents because it's easier than having to carry them round school all day, it's the last week of school so I'll have Christmas cards and presents to take to school next week! Now that I come to think of it, it's not actually a very busy week, but it still feels like it is haha! xD oh well, should still be good :) fingers crossed!

Tuesday, 7 December 2010

Le sommeil.

7th December 2010 -

Well I'm having a very good few days :) Monday I went to see my Ryan at his house which was really good :) we ate lots of chocolate! Watched Misfits and Corrie, and then I went home and had a yummy bath :) then today I've just been at school where I started the other piece of my media work ;) and now I'm sat watching telly because I'm bored and tired, although I am on my Dailybooth! Which I haven't been on in a while =D.

I'm not feeling very well :( I need some juice and mum didn't even buy any when she went shopping! :( What a failure! So it's either milk, water or coffee xD grr! I'm actually thinking of getting into bed and maybe falling asleep to a film or some music or something xD

Friday, 3 December 2010

L'école.

3rd December 2010 -

Well well well, the last school day of the week and I have to go to school, but it turns out I don't even get my EMA! It's not my fault I've been off all week because of the snow :O I need that bloody money! But oh well, had an alright day at school, got a free dinner and watched Misfits whilst eating Matchsticks (the chocolate, not actual match sticks) and then had a lovely time at McDonalds with Carley, had a good old catch up :) was nice to get everything off my chest for once!

I've just realised, I've done at least one blog every month this year, except September :O I have no idea why this is! Guess Semptember was just a really boring month.. or a really busy one.

Right, I'm off to try and persuade my mum to get me a takeaway :) bye bye <3

Tuesday, 30 November 2010

La Neige.

30th November 2010 -

Well well well, we've got a lot of snow here :D which has meant no school for the past two days haha, hopefully we won't be there tomorrow either as the snow is actually getting worse! And I swear there's going to be an accident at the top of my street soon, walking home yesterday and there was a car coming towards me but it was more swaying to the side than anything :O. Went to pick my nephew up from school earlier, first my brolly broke, then i slipped and he told me to hurry up xD and then we sat eating toast, cuddled up and watching Ben 10 haha :D so Iv'e had an interesting afternoon, plus we've put the Christmas tree up so hopefully I'm not at school tomorrow so I can help mum decorate it :) plus I wanna get my mini Christmas tree up that I usually put in my room :) ahhh I really hope we have a white Christmas.

Saturday, 20 November 2010

Ennuyé.

20th November 2010 -

I would like to apologise.. 1. for not writing a blog in a while, and 2. for being really miserable on my Twitter lately; I'm not having a very good time at the moment =/ school is annoying me and I just feel really angry all the time =/ Twitter is the only place to show my annoyance xD so yeah :'). Been really busy at work today, so I still didn't get my fringe cut! But I'm thinking of ringing her sometime next week and asking if i can go in and get it cut then, because it reaaaaally needs doing! :(

Didn't finish my maths work, so I'm hoping that because not many people actually managed to finish it, then he won't kick me out of maths XD but I bet that doesn't happen :P oopsss! But at least I tried! And I haven't been very well this week :( and I've been stressed! So I decided to treat myself to some new things xD nom :D

Off to watch XFactor.. speak soon :)

Thursday, 11 November 2010

Mauvaise journée.

11th November 2010 -

Eugh! I really am not having a good day today =( was lovely and warm in  my bed, get up and I'm freezing, and then I realise it's raining. Then I get to school and I'm sat there for  the whole of form just quiet xD. Then I go to English and she gave us back our tests we did last lesson, and I got four out of like, thirty something? which is an F and it made me feel really disappointed in myself =/ and honestly I felt like crying! Then Walking to Media I get this little shit starting on me! =O I couldn't believe it! All I was doing was singing and I get 'what the fuck are you singing' so I innocently said 'your mum' and he kicked off! Deary me! Just shows how much of an insult 'your mum' can be xD oh and then he was too much of a pussy (sorry for the language, I am trying not to swear so much, but come on! I've had a bad day! I deserve it!) to come up to me :). And theeeen! In Media, well Media wasn't that bad really.. I did get another assignment done so that's one less thing to worry about, although I did get jumped on, slapped, pushed and overall abused xD. Then I got to finish early so I was all "get in" and then it started to rain, and then it just rained more and more. And then I got home and it stopped and the sun came out =/ so yeah! I literally have a raincloud above my head today! So now I'm sat here sulking because I'm freezing (even though I'm wearing three t-shirts) and I can't be bothered anymore, I just want Misfits to start so it can cheer me up! Anyone else watching Misfits tonight? :) 10pm! E4!! ;D

Saturday, 6 November 2010

Feux d'artifice.

6th November 2010 -

Had a really good day yesterday :D did most of my homework, then was lazy, and then went to watch the fire works at the Keepmoat :D I didn't take my camera so didn't get any pictures :( although my friend Dean did take some pictures of the fireworks, so I've stolen one to post on here :) it's not too clear :( but it's better than nothing :D

Friday, 5 November 2010

Ennuyé.

5th November 2010 -

Ahh getting quite excited for Christmas now :) not long ;) plus I'm not worrying about christmas presents because I've already got them all wrapped and sorted haha :D woop! Going out tonight to the Keepmoat to watch the fireworks, gunna be really good I hope! :) it was great last year :) loved it! Plus I'm taking my camera so I should get good pictures hopefully if I remember ;).

I'm quite bored today seen as though I didn't have to go to school, so please, visit my other websites if you have time and write to me :)..
(if none of these work then please let me know, thankyou)

Saturday, 30 October 2010

Partie.

30th October 2010 -

Had a really good time last night at Connor's Halloween party :) can't believe the neighbours though =O mardy arses haha. And I went as Alice In Wonderland ;) but I made her scary :) so here's the story.. Alice was walking down the street when suddenly, out of nowhere, a vampire swoops down and bites her neck, which then turns her crazy (dark eyed with messy hair) and she is then Alice the vampire bitch :) haha :D quite proud of that myself ;). But yeah it was a reallyyy good night :). Although I paid for it this morning :( got to sleep at about 2 this morning because I couldn't sleep, and I had work this  morning, so I had a coffee at work which woke me up a while.. until now haha :( but I finished work early today anyway so it's not too bad :) now I'm off to watch Come Dine With Me :) love yaas' <3 Oooh! and here are some pictures :)..







Thursday, 28 October 2010

Moitié mandat de cinq.

28th October 2010 -

Went to town today with my Mum and Sister, god my Sister moans so much haha! Got some fake blood for Halloween ;) scary! Plus i got a lot of my Christmas presents sorted out, although I need to go to town again so I can get the rest of my stuff. My hands were killing bringing everything home though, it was my Mum's fault! She bought bloody loads!

I just thought I'd share with you, a weird fact about me ;). I name certain gadgets and objects haha :P now before you immediately go 'omg freak' and stop visiting my blog ;) you may find that the names are actually quite creative, and see if you can spot the pattern on how I think of the names haha :D..

'Benny the bed'
'Cammy the camera'
'Barbra the Blackberry'
'Tommy the telly'
'Ian the Ipod'
'Lenny the laptop'

What do you think to them eh? ;) there is also my hamster, shes called 'Harriot the hamster' :P there was also 'Hammy the Hamster' but he died :(. So yeah, I'm kinda weird =/ but I'm sure it will be fine ;).

Getting quite excited for tomorrow now, going to my friends Halloween party, can't wait to get dressed up haha :D my camera is still broken though =/ so I'm going to ask my Mum if i can borrow hers so I can take pictures of everyone, which I will then post and show you :) bet your just as excited as I am eh? ;)

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

Quatre demi terme.

27th October 2010 -

Well went to the pictures today, saw Red, it's a really good film, although there were parts when I was laughing, and nobody else was, so I felt quite silly haha! Then when I was on my way home, there was this drunk guy walking across the road, he bumped into the bus and then started trying to have a fight with the bus, not the bus driver, but the actual bus haha! Was quite funny xD what an idiot! Now I'm sat at home bored, I should probably get my school work done, but proper cba! Ugh I'll do it tomorrow haha! ..hopefully!

Everyone seems to be getting on my nerves at the moment, I just feel like I need a change, nothing is how it used to be anymore =/ starting to play on my mind a lot though. Plus my Mum and Dad seem to like winding me up a lot lately, so that's not really helping much either *sigh* ugh! Be rate I guess.

..Looking out for you to hold my hand,
It feels like I could fall.
Now love me right, like I know you can,
We could lose it all.

Tuesday, 26 October 2010

Trois demi terme.

26th October 2010 -

Went to Lauren's today :) had a really good day. First we had dinner and watched this thing about teenagers that are out of control and go live with another family in other countries to help them behave better, can't remember the name haha. Then we went upstairs and went on the laptop for a bit, where I signed up to be an elf in the Frenchgate Center :) just thought I'd sign up for it, the extra money always helps haha. We then went next door as Lauren needed to babysit and so I thought I'd help, bless them, they were quite cute haha. I also beat Lauren on the dancing game ;) Broadway style! hehe :D score!

I'm now bored =/ and I think I'd better get doing my Psychology work else I'll end up leaving it until Sunday night and I don't wanna do that! :( ugh wish tomorrow would hurry up! Going to the pictures to see Red :) and I'm wearing my new 'Specs, bugs and rock & roll' t-shirt :) haha can't wait man! ;)

Monday, 25 October 2010

Deux demi terme.

25th October 2010 -

Had an alright day today :) meant to have been going to see Paranormal Activity 2 on Wednesday but were now going to see Red because some people are boring! haha. Was really looking forward to seeing it though tbh =/ might ask Ryan, Lauren and Connor if they want to go, just us, sometime next week to see it as we haven't spent time together in a while :).

Went to the costume shop today with Ryan to try and find a good Halloween costume and my god! How expensive are they man? It was like, £15 for a dress and a hat? I can bloody put that together for under a tenner in Tesco haha ;). Managed to find one though :D finally. I'm thinking of messaging the person I got it from though (because I got it from Amazon) and seeing when they think it will get here roughly, as I need it for Friday :) so I'm just hoping I will get it, else I'll be very upset! :( but I'm not telling anyone what costume I got! Muahahaa :D you'll just have to wait for me to blog on Saturday night when I'll have pictures! :D hehe can't wait.

Still haven't got my camera fixed yet :( I seriously need to ring the company soon! If they can't do anything, then I'm going to take it back to Argos and just explain that it was a gift, so I don't have the receipt, but I only got it in August so it should be fine >:(, if that fails, then I'm taking it to a place called Jessops? Apparently they specialise in cameras so I'm hoping they'll fix it for me, but I'll probably have to pay loads :( ugh not a happy bunny! If they can't fix it, or it costs too much, I might let my Grandad take a look at it, I know he probably doesn't know much about the digital cameras, but he used to have one of the big professional cameras (which I now have ;)) so he might know whats wrong with it :) I miss Cammy The Camera :( <3

Saturday, 23 October 2010

Mi-trimestre.

23rd October 2010 -

Well, I'm on my half term now :) didn't have a very good last day to be honest though. Was pretty shite. I started off with an alright day, got my Media work finished and everything, and then I get into English and she has a massive rant because there was quite a few people who didn't bring their folders, I mean seriously, it was the last lesson, lighten up love =S.

But anyway, I'm going to enjoy a nice fun-filled week :D. Tomorrow I'm going to town and hopefully going to get my English and Psychology work done tomorrow so I don't have to mess about in the week :) then M0nday I'm going to town for a Halloween costume, Tuesday I'm seeing Lauren, Wednesday I'm going to see Paranormal Activity at the pictures, Thursday I'm going Christmas shopping with my Mum, Friday I'm going to Connor's Halloween party and Saturday I'm at work, but only for half a day ;)

Now I'm off to watch X Factor because I'm missing it and I can't miss it else I'll die :) god I'm turning into such an X Factor bum =( speak soon darlings :)




Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Poids.

19th October 2010 -

I realised that I am actually doing English literature at A level, and yet I never write on my blog anymore! What has gotten into me!? Well, for my English coursework, I have decided to write a piece on size 0 and what sort of effect that has on teenagers and even older women. I really can't wait to start doing it, I really want to start doing it now, but I tend to rush into things and my teacher hasn't as yet told us to start writing it, and I want it to be a good piece for my portfolio, so I'm being a good girl and spending my time doing research instead. But my god! I never realised how much of an effect weight and image is nowa' days. I went to my local corner shop to buy some magazines for the research, and on the magazine rack, they didn't have a wide selection of magazines, but they did happen to have about five different magazines on how to lose weight; I have to say, I felt disgusted. what sort of a message does that send to the young girls, and even boys who are out there. As a 16 year old girl, I have to say, I have had to battle a lot of issues with weight, and being told or picked on that your fat doesn't help either, but it also doesn't help having pictures of stick thin celebrities plastered all over magazines, televisions and Internet pages, as this clearly gives people the impression that you have to look like you've just stepped off a runway. You have to have a porcelain face like a china doll, wear clothes that cost a fortune, are perfectly intact and in style, and not have a hair out of place. Which I do not agree with one bit; honestly? there's no wonder the anorexia and bulimia percentage has increased as the years have passed. If there was a stick insect celebrity here right know, you know what I'd say? Shove a doughnut in your chops love :)

Sunday, 3 October 2010

Cba.

3rd October 2010 -

Sorry  I haven't done a blog in over a month, cba. But I'm bored so just thought I'd do one anyway :) I'm in sixth form now doing Psychology, Media and English Language, plus I'm re-taking my maths GCSE :). It's not too bad I guess, thought it would be better but school is school I guess. Got my Blackberry finally :) and I keep buying too many clothes, although I do have my student NUS discount card, which makes it so much better :).

Going through a bad patch at the moment, I'm really confused and eugh. I just don't know what to do. Things aren't the same I guess, but we've been through so much together, and I can't handle it (n). We've had good times and bad times, like any body else, but I just want to wrap you up in my arms and keep you forever, tell you everythings going to be fine, I don't want either of us to just give up :( and I'll be so sorry if we do. But I promised you I'd always be there for you, and I am, your my bestfriend, and you need to realise that! You can come to me for anything, I promise, because I'll always love you, in my own way, always <3

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

Seizième anniversaire.

25th August 2010 -

Has had a very good birthday :) got some moneys! and A new camera off my darling Ryan :D It's beautiful!! Then he stayed for tea and we had some yummy birthday cake!! But i've been quite lazy today, and tomorrow is going to be a lot more busy :P going to town with Ryan in the morning to get some stuff, and try to sell my old phone, might even (hopefully) be able to buy my Blackberry tomorrow :D fingers crossed! Then were meeting everyone at the Clay fields for a bit where I get to see all of my amazing friends :D can't wait! And then later on in the evening, were going to the pictures to see Grown Ups which I can't wait for because it will be a really great night :) roll on tomorrow!! :) <33333

Monday, 23 August 2010

Semaine.

23rd Argusut 2010 -

Decided it's going to be a very busy week, we went for a walk to the Lakeside yesterday which was a good day, then I went back to Ryan's for a bit and he helped me sort all my stuff out ready for my birthday! What a helpful and gorgeous boy he is!! Made me really tired yesterday though! But I still couldn't sleep properly. Today we went to Morrisons to get my birthday cake and then me and Mum had a walk down to the Post Office. Now were sat watching Most Haunted with Katie Price and friends. Tomorrow I'm going into school with Mum to get my GCSE results, then afterwards I'm going into town to hand in my bus pass form, and then I'm meeting up with Ryan and were going to the O2 shop so I can ask them about getting a Blackberry for my birthday and whether I can get all different kinds of stuff on it with me being on Pay & Go. Wednesday is my birthday!!!! yaaayy! 16 finally :) and Ryan's coming round to see me! Then Thursday were going to see Grown Ups at the Vue, Saturday I'm working and then getting my hair done afterwards and then Sunday I'm meant to be going to a party at Ryan's neighbours house :) so yeah, a really good week hehe :D

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Misfits.

12th July 2010 -

Well, had an ok week so far I guess, went to town Tuesday with my Mum and sold some old gold that I had lying around, which i got £88 for and I'm quite happy as it's quite shitty gold! So then we went shopping and I got some new and pretty things from Primark! Then on Wednesday Carley came to my house which was really good :D. Today I went to Skegness with my Mum, Grandma Dot and my Uncle Darren, to go visit my Uncle Dale and Aunty Caroline for the day, oh and Roma <3 which has been good, although we had takeaway when we got home and it was yacky! Errr! Carley introduced me to Misfits, which is a series which was on last year around Christmas time and I only just found out about it, but I'm glad because if i'd have watched it last year, then i'd have been wondering about it all this year, whereas I don't have as long to wait now thank god! It's amazing! I'm in love with it and I'm going to show it to Ryan when he gets home :) Nathan's my favourite!! :D awwhh :). Anyway.. back to my week! Tomorrow Lauren's coming to mine I think, then Saturday I have work and seeing Lauren and Carley afterwards hopefully, then Sunday will be spent cleaning my room up as it hasn't been done it a few weeks now, then Monday I'm going to town with my Mum to buy my laptop knee thingy from Argos, and then Tuesday I'm seeing Ryan for the first time in which will then be ten days!!! =( I miss him sooo much! <333333

Monday, 2 August 2010

Merci.

2nd July 2010 -

I've had a really good weekend since I've been home, on the Saturday I went to a wedding with Ryan and his family where we all got kind of drunk hahaa but it was a brilliant night. and then I stayed at his house which was also really good, and then on Sunday me and Ryan went to Tyler and Luke's birthday party which was also really fun, and then he came back to mine where I tried and failed to fall asleep because he wouldn't let me! :P




Skegness.


24th July 2010 -
Well, today has been a good start to the week, watched Eclipse on the way down here, and then when we got here, we went for a walk around Skegness market where I found lots of clothes that I'm going to buy during the week ;) and then we went for a McDonalds which was YUM as I haven't had a McDonalds in agesss!! Then we went for a drink at The Villager which is a pub around the corner from us, and now were at the caravan. Me and mum were reading magazines and commenting on them whilst dad snored all over his PSP which was falling off his knee :P silly billy! xD I have no internet connection though.. bummer! (n) and I miss Ryan already! Didn't like saying byee to him last night, grr! But I'm hopefully seeing him the day after I get back as he's working on the day I actually get back >=( but the sooner I see him the better :) I saw a lovely Liverpool mug which I thought he'd love ;) but apparently not =/ muahahaa! Remember not to get your knickers in a twist again babiee, and I hope you like your ACTUAL present that I will be getting you ;) :) <3


25th July 2010 -
Really starting to miss Ryan now, but I'm just trying to enjoy myself and get on with it, which is why I went off shopping for a bit today, Dayna turned up with dave so we all went round the market for a bit, then we had dinner at a cafe, I had a cheese and sausage toastie which was yum! but there were millions of fucking green flies and they got on my bloody nerves, plus I caught sun burn on my boobs xD niceee. Then when Dave went home, we decided to go to a family bar for a bit, which was good, love it when they have live shows because the singers are amazing and the dancers really put the time and effort into their rutines, it's really enjoyable to watch, we then went to McDonalds when stumbling back to the caravan, and now were off to bed, see you tomorrow!


 
26th July 2010 -
Well today was good, we went into the city centre for a look around, I thought my favourite bookshop had shut down but it had actually just moved around the corner, and I ended up buying four books for £6 which is actually the price of one book back home, I then ended up buying two new tops, some new shorts, a ring and a new bag :D I couldn't help it!!! But by doing this, I now only have £53 left to spend, and it's only Monday xD but I only want to get a couple more things, then theres presents for everyone and I'm done :). After going into town we went to see my uncle and auntie for a while, that was really good, we had dinner with them, plus we got to see their dog Roma again, and I'm completely in love with her!! On the bus home, I realised that I feel more at home when I'm in skegness, Not sure why, hmm =/. Tonight were watching From Paris With Love, and atm I'm just waiting for Ryan to text me to say he's bored and I'm going to surprise him and ring him as we haven't spoken properly since Friday night :( hope he likes the surprise ;) until tomorrow my darlings!



27th July 2010 -
Well, today started out well, but then as we were halfway around the market, it absolutely threw it down with rain, and although this may not be THAT big a deal, I was actually wearing a short sleeved top with no jacket, my favourite white trousers which I hardly ever wear incase something happens to them, but are now sitting in my shower covered in dirt, and my favourite leopard print shoes which made my feet go all crinkly, plus I had to walk around the rest of the market to get out, without an umbrella, and then walk around for half an hour trying to find a cafe with an empty seat so we could have dinner, we ended up in a pub, where I had a New Yorker burger which had bacon, cheese, fried onions and bbq sauce on it, first it took agees to come, then I'd asked for no onions and there were onions on it! Then after we decided to go back around the market and it rained again! So then we decided there was no point going up to Butlins tonight because we'd be soaked, and now the sun is out and its lovely!! Grr not happy =/ plus I only have £20 left =/ and I wanted this pearl necklace I'd seen and a nice jump suit thing, but I don't have enough =/ Guess I've got some begging to my dad to do. Later on in the night we decided to go for a walk and ended up going for a McDonalds, we then had a walk down to the beach where I tried and failed to get a picture of the full moon which was shining onto the sea :( ima' try and get a picture sometime this week though (yn).




28th July 2010 -
Had a good day, Tyler and luke came to see us, so we went out with them for the day, went to the pub for dinner and then we had a walk around the market where I decided to get my jumpsuit thing as mum said she'd help pay for my necklace, and then we went to the arcades for a bit, then we met up with Dave and his kids, and Dayna went with them for a bit, we then came back to the caravan, and Tyler and Luke went home and so did Dayna, Dave and the kids, and so now it's just me, mum and dad, and I already miss Dayna! eugh =/ plus were not doing anything tonight I don't think, so I'm going to be bored basically =/ hm, great.




30th July 2010 -
Well we went for a walk around the market, then for another walk around the market, and then guess what? another walk around the market ;) but then we went home and got changed because I got cold as the weather changed suddenly :( then we went to a different market and then went for the best cheese sandwiches EVER at my favourite little cafe ;) then we walked around the market again, and I decided to get my fake tattoo done muahahaa ;) ryan still thinks it's real :P can't wait to see his face :D we then took Uncle dale and aunty Caroline to Scallywags and they loved it hahaa, the guy that was singing decided to jump off the stage, steal an old mans buggy thing and ride around in it hahaa xD plus there was a pirate and his friend and they were in costumes and they were dancing which was actually funny hahaa xD then we went for mcdonalds ;) yum :) so yeah, a good night :D
 

30th July 2010 -
Had a good day, we went and got my necklace, then we decided to go for a walk around the market, get dinner at my favourite cafe, where I also had some chocolate cake, then we got on the little train which took us a little further to my uncles house, then we walked the rest of the way and went to see him for a bit, then we got the bus back and went around the market for the rest of mums stuff that she wanted, the we got home and I decided I wanted the jacket I'd seen, so me and dad walked to go get it and found out it also had trackie bottoms with it, so I got a medium as that was the smallest they had, got home and realised they were mens so they're massive xD no wonder the guy looked at me funny when I asked to try on the jacket hahaa :P oops xD now were sat watching tv and I'm going to start packing my things up as we go home tomorrow, then I don't have to get up as early :) then im going to go in the shower and wash my hair, and I can get into bed and relax for a bit :)

Friday, 23 July 2010

Vacances.

23rd July 2010 -

Well I'm going on holiday tomorrow, only going to Skegness, but hopefully the weather will be so nice that I get a really dark tan hehe, but which also means I probably wont be making an entry for a while because I don't know if my connection will work or not, I don't think it will, but fingers crossed! Really going to miss my Ryan millions! This is the first time that I'll actually have been away from him for longer than a few days, but I'm going to text him lots as I have unlimited texts now, and I'm going to buy him a present! Plus I'm going to send him a postcard, aand theres another surprise that he doesn't know about yet because if I told him he'd get annoying and wouldn't give up until I told him, then he'd say something like "Chloeeeeee you always do this, tell me pleaseeeee!! Oh I'm not talking to you" hahaa :P he's such a girl ;) hmm.. I hope he doesn;t read this, Shh!

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!)

Sunday, 18 July 2010

Go-Kart.

18th July 2010 -

Had a good day :) went go carting for my friend Lauren's birthday which is on Friday, was a good day out actually, somehow I'm not sure it's really my thing though hahaa, I kind of kept crashing, think the workers were getting annoyed with me, oops hahaa! Just keeping them busy! Then we went to KFC for dinner which was yum! And then we went back to Lauren's for a bit, then I walked home and watched Pirates of the Caribbean with my mum and dad, and now I'm sat here talking to Lauren and bored because there's fuck all on telly, my foot hurts, Ryans gone out and I'm just really bored hahaa, such a fun night :P off to watch Lee Nelson's Well Good Show.. If only it lived up to it's name. 

Monday, 12 July 2010

BBQ.

12th July 2010 -

Had a really great day yesterday :) went to a bbq at my uncles house and took Ryan along, turned out to be really good, plus everybody loved him which I knew they would anyway but it's nice to find out even so. Plus I got embarassed a few times, but ahh well! and my mum got fairly drunk which was funny to watch hahaa.

Been a crappy day today, woke up late so I hardly have any make-up on, then realised it was raining outside so I was going to get soaked anyway! Then we turned up late to the stupid sixth form meeting thing which was crap anyway, then we went to Ryan's for a while which was good, but made me really sleepy, and then I came home and my mum and dad decided to have an argument and you could cut the atmosphere with a knife, so I came to my room, tidied for a bit, got bored, watched I Am Legend, which made me sleepy again, plus bummed me out a bit, now I'm thinking of watching Sweet Home Alabama but I'm not sure if I can be bothered or not, ah dear!

Saturday, 10 July 2010

Prom.

10th July 2010 -

Had an amazing night at prom last night, paying for it today though, I got up 20 minutes before I had to be at work xD but my boss was understanding and let me go half an hour early as we weren't that busy anyway. Plus iv'e had to work with 7 false nails on because one fell off halfway through the night, and the other two I ripped off :P. The night started off okay, had a good rave in the limo :P a bit boring when we first got to Keepmoat but then it got better once we had the professional pictures taken, then there was dinner which seemed to liven everybody up, and then dancing! Well more like raving ;) after about an hour, I decided to take my shoes off for the rest of the night, it just wasn't worth the pain :). I even won best girl dancer ;) just because of my amazing raving :D and Ryan won Mr bump ;) bless him hahaa! Then we had a massive rave, and then it was the slow dances :) which were really sweet :) I Love my Ryan Lots! And it was really great to see everybody again :) got some nice pictures with people :) here are some..

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

Ennuyé.

7th July 2010 -

Well, I had a good day yesterday with Lauren, went to town and then to her's for a while. Plus I've got a very busy weekend this week, Friday It's my prom, then Saturday I'm at work, and then Sunday it's my cousin Tom's 17th birthday so he's having a bbq, then Monday I have to go into school for a sixth form induction day thing, then Tuesday and Wednesday I have to go to Tyler and Luke's school concerts so that should be good. Then I think the rest of the week will be spent in bed hahaa :). Todays really boring though, went to town with my mum and grandma Dot were I got the last of my holiday things, and now I'm just sat watching telly whilst on the laptop, which believe it or not, is really boring, plus it's raining so it's not like I can go out anywhere. Might go and read for a bit or something, or even tidy my room =O thats how bored I am..

Saturday, 3 July 2010

Occupé.

3rd July 2010 -

Well hello there my darlings, I have had a very good few days! Spent the day with Carley on Thursday, we went to Tesco's and got lots of junk! then went back to hers and ate/drank most of it, then we didn't sleep until 5:30am and we had to be up at 6:00am hahaa! oops! Then Friday we went to Alton Towers, where I ended up feeling travel sick, plus I was still very tired! But I had a really great day! Then today I went to work and had to have a coffee to be able to keep my eyes open, then after work I had my hair done, and started to fall asleep hahaa xD then I got home and decided to be lazy for a bit and now I'm just waiting for Ryan to get home from work :). Got a busy week ahead of me though!! Sunday I'm hopefully seeing Ryan because it's our seven months and I would rather not be in the house bored, although I think I could do with the rest xD then Monday I might be going for a walk with Ryan if the weathers nice, Tuesday I'm going to town with Lauren, Wednesday It's my mum and dad's anniversary, Thursday nothing except washing my hair and sorting out stuff for prom, plus I'm going to bed early! Then Friday it's prom, so I'll be getting ready and then going to the hairdressers, getting home and getting my dress on, then I'll probably ring Lauren and see when she's picking me up so we can get the limo which takes us to Keepmoat. Then Saturday I'm at work and I'll hopefully be seeing Lauren, and Sunday is my cousins birthday so my uncle's throwing him a birthday BBQ which should be good if I can drag Ryan along too :) hope your all having a busy week like I am! <3

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

Bonne semaine.

29th June 2010 -

Well, I'm sorry I haven't done a blog in a few days, I've been quite busy, Saturday I spent it with Lauren, and we had a good old chat, then Sunday I had a bbq with my mum and we watched the football which was a pile of crap! Monday I went shopping and then had dinner with my sister, and today I spent it with Ryan, where I showed him all our old family photographs, then we went to McDonalds for dinner, and then we went out with everyone for a while, so yes, it's been a very good week so far, and the rest of the week is planned to be the exact same, so, fingers crossed.

Friday, 25 June 2010

Collier.

25th June 2010 -

Well the past couple of days have been fairly good, went to school yesterday morning time and finished the rest of my Business work, so I don't have to go in anymore woo! Then I ended up going out with some friends for a bit which ended up being a really good night out, I then came home and decided to go to bed early as I was fairly tired! I then got up this morning and went to town with my mum where I lost a £7 necklace which I'd had about 15 minutes.. great! Plus I only realised this when I got home, so of course I had to go back into town and go around all the shops we'd been in, asking if anyone had found it and handed it in  to lost property, which they hadn't, and so because it was my mums fault anyway, she gave me the money to buy it again, so it in fact cost £14 plus two sets of bus fare just to buy the bloody necklace and earring set for my prom.. deary me! I then went on the Wii for a bit, and am now sat here in an empty house as my mums gone to meet my dad because he went to the doctors (long story.) and shes been gone about half an hour, even though she said she'd be about 10 minutes.. Grr! Plus I'm really  bored and I'm really in the mood to go for a walk =/ bummer!

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

Argent.

22nd July 2010 -

Had a good day yesterday, went to Morrisons with my mum and Steve, I decided to put my Ipod on full blast and ignore them both whilst picking out things I wanted Muahahahaa! I then came home and went on the laptop for a while, then afterwards I went out with Ryan, Carley, Jordan, David, Adam, Becca, Dean, Lauren W, Connor and Lauren P which was good, although I forgot to put suncream on my back and ended up getting sunburnt again, which also means more tan lines, grr!

Today, I then woke up with my mum being mean! I then washed my hair and got ready because she dragged me to town and again, I ended up spending WAY too much, but at least my laptop is all paid for now, and I can hopefully start saving again. I'm also hoping I'll be going out later because the weather is just so lovely :)

Saturday, 19 June 2010

Incroyable.

19th June 2010 -

Well, I have had a very interesting day today indeed, firstly I got up at a reasonable enough time (7:40am) which was good because I had time to straighten my hair and actually put on make-up and so I was ready for work by about 8:10am and I actually had enough time to have a proper breakfast - peanut butter on toast - and then I got to work and actually had an alright day, we weren't too busy and so my feet haven't been hurting as much, although I do actually have a blister on my little toe from the other day, but I also sorted out three appointments with my boss to get my mums hair done next Tuesday, then to get my hair coloured the Saturday before prom, plus to get my hair styled on prom, so at least that's all sorted now. I then got home early because we finished early, and sorted out something nice to wear for when I went to Lauren's house, I then walked up to Lauren's house, where she finished getting ready, we then had a little chat about anything and everything which was nice, and we then went downstairs to eat cheese on toast, crisps and biscuits whilst watching telly, and we then played on a game where you have to bully people hahaa, such fun! Her parents then came back later on, and she decided to go meet Connor as he was babysitting, and I decided to go see Ryan for a bit, but once I got to Ryan's, we decided there was nothing else to do but go and visit Connor's house and invade their privacy, and it ended up being a really brilliant night, had a really good laugh with them! Can't believe how much I love spending time with them three idiots! :P They're amazing <3

Friday, 18 June 2010

Sexe.

18th June 2010 -

I've just been watching Sex and the City, and to be honest, I really cannot believe how incredibly stupid these women are being. They're so backwards but they don't even realise it. I sincerely hope that not all women in New York act like this with men. Sleeping with them on the first date then getting upset when they don't call back the next day? Seriously come on. It's obvious he's not going to call you, your the slut he picked up in a bar because he was feeling horny. Get some self respect darling. Is this what our world has actually come to? Honestly? Instead of actually waiting for the `perfect guy` to come along, they're going through every guy they can, trying to force him to like themselves, or likewise; really, what is so wrong in letting love find you? and are people really so scared to be alone, that they will just pick the first person they see and just hope it works out for the best. Maybe I live in a different time, but where I come from, it's actually normal to meet someone, unexpectedly fall in love, and end up being together for a very long time; whereas these women are going to bars dressed as hookers, finding the first remotely nice-looking guy, taking them back to their apartments, fucking their brains out and then going around New York, crying their eyes out because they woke up and their guy had mysteriously gone, or they dated and oh dear, it didn't work. What a surprise. Now I'm not saying that people shouldn't be worried about spending the rest of their life alone, I have to admit, I'm one of those people. But still, i don't think this is the way women should act, I mean honestly, there is no wonder men think of women as being hormonal, incapable and weak; we do it to ourselves.

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

Journée sportive.

19th June 2010 -

Well todays been really good actually, woke up a bit late, an hour late to be exact, but I ended up not rushing around anyway, went to watch my nephue Luke on his sports day today, he did three activities and got two 1st places and a 2nd place, I'm so proud of him! Then I got home and chilled for a while whilst my mum went shopping which was nice to have the house to myself for a while actually. Then I dragged my mum to town for a while and ended up spending £25 when I only needed to spend £2.50.. I blame my mum! She kept showing me really nice stuff and then giving me excuses to buy them hahaa! Then I went out with the crew for a while to try and make the most of the sun which was nice. Just got in about half an hour ago and so I'm off in the bath seen as though Ryan has left me to go make himself a sandwich =( ..hehe!  ready for tomorrow as I'm going into school and because I'm going in at normal time, I have to get up at normal time! Grrr! Hopefully I will actually be able to get up hahaa! Fingers crossed.

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

Hier.

15th July 2010 -

I didn't blog yesterday, which I should have because I actually had a fairly good day, I got up and decided to go on the laptop for a while, I then tried to revise, but I couldn't do it because I got too confused and frustrated, so instead I went up to my room and added some new pictures to my wardrobe. I then went on the wii for about half an hour, which was good because I found some new games which I didn't know we had. I then got a knock at the door which turned out to be the delivery guy with my new prom shoes, I'm in love with them, but they're a bit small to be honest, and they really hurt, but I'm going to try and get used to them before prom, hopefully I can do it. Me and my mum then filled out all of my ema forms for sixth form. I then had my tea and walked to Ryan's house, where he forced me to watch football - such fun. And then we went on the wii where he kicked my arse ='( not fair! hahaa! and he's a cripple!! Grr :P

Today I'm going into school for the first time in what feels like forever. I have a history exam so I'm going to the revision session, and then it's the two hour exam, can't wait to just get it over with to be honest, I think when I get home, the first thing I'm going to do is to throw all my history work in the bin, which I'm positive will feel very good!

Sunday, 13 June 2010

Bon plan.

13th June 2010 -

This weekend been fairly shit to be honest. Nice weather on Saturday, I stayed in. Crappy weather today, I stayed in. Grr! Oh well, I played on the wii with my mum for a bit earlier which was good, and on Saturday night we all sat together watching the England game which was funny to see my dad jumping around and swearing a lot hahaa! Bless him!

Not at school tomorrow because the only lesson I have tomorrow is History and I can revise at home anyway which i'd prefer to do so yeah! Which means the plan for tomorrow is to get up, get ready whilst watching TV, revise for a bit, then go on the wii, maybe read for a little while after that, then have dinner and watch some more TV, revise for a bit more then hopefully see Ryan for a bit, and then get home, have tea, get in the bath, read some more of my book or revise some more before going to bed ready for my exam the next day.. Good plan? I think so!

Saturday, 12 June 2010

Examens.

 12th June 2010 -

Oh my god, I cannot believe it has actually been a whole month since I last posted on my blog.. I'm so sorry! I don't think anyone reads them anyway hahaa, but still, deeply sorry! A lot has happened actually, I started my GCSE exams, and I've nearly finished my GCSE exams, ha! I've had seven altogether and I have one left, over the past four weeks or so I've done six exams which I think is quite good, and most have them have gone fairly well if I'm honest, hopefully anyway. I also have my prom next month on the 9th which I'm looking forward to, got my dress, bag, shoes, and ticket obviously. I've also booked to get my hair coloured, I'm doing self tan and then I'm doing my own nails and make-up, should go quite well me thinks. I'm also going to Alton Towers on the 2nd with my school, then it's Lauren's 16th birthday on the 23rd and I think were going go carting and then I go on holiday to Skegness the day after, for a week which means I'm going to miss my Ryan lots and lots!! Bad times.

Can't believe I finish school next week, It's gone so fast, really going to miss some people to be honest, whereas others, I couldn't get rid of them faster! I'm trying to think of lots of things to tell you seen as though I've been away so long.. OH! the bloody weather! It's been so hot at times, and then so cold at others (I realise this is such a cliche, talking about the weather. But it's Saturday, and I was at work this morning, and it's how most conversations start there.) Right, I'm going now because theres a gorgeous boy on Msn who is also on webcam and is waiting for me, (he goes by the name Ryan John Clark.. but shh!) Muahahahaa, byee. :)

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

école.

12th May 2010 -
Sorry I haven't done a blog in a while, I've been fairly busy, plus I can either never be bothered to do one because I'm too tired or it's really late, or I just can't think of anything to say! Well this week’s been a fairly busy one! Monday I went out, Tuesday I spent it with my friend Carley, today I had my hair done and then went out, tomorrow, not sure what I'm doing actually, same with Friday, Saturday I'm at work in the morning, then I'm going to town with my friend Lauren and then I'm sleeping at Carley’s that night and then we'll probably just have a lazy day Sunday.. Hopefully!

Had my hair done today, it doesn't look much different to be honest, so next time I'm going to have a darker colour put on it, plus she cut my fringe too short so it looks stupid! But hopefully it will grow quick as it usually does anyway so yeah.

Schools starting to stress me out a lot now! I wanted to get all my crappy coursework out of the way for when my exams started, yet my business and ICT teacher and both being awkward pricks and so instead of doing actual coursework, they've just got me doing corrections for everything and it's really annoying, especially when I finish them all and they both have lessons so I have nothing to do for three bloody hours, then they give you work and moan when it isn't finished in one lesson! Eugh stupid idiotsss! :)

Sunday, 2 May 2010

Couleur de cheveux.

2nd May 2010 -

Sorry! I know I haven't posted a blog in about a week or so? I've just been busy and not really been in the mood to do blogs. This week has been pretty shit to be honest, although I thought that today was good; went to town with my friend Carley, we went to Costa for a chit chat, I had this caramel ice smoothie thing, was yum! Although a bit sickly after a while, I had to leave some of it. Might be getting my hair done some time this week (hopefully Wednesday) I'm having it coloured "Chocolate brown" and I can get it done for free seen as though I work at the hairdressers where I'm having it done, very happy now! So I'm hoping I can get it done Wednesday so that I can turn up at school on Thursday and be like.. "Hey, I'm Chloe, the cool kid with chocolate brown hair, check me out!" ahaa! Somehow I don't think anybody will fall for my "coolness", bummer!

Saturday, 24 April 2010

La couleur des cheveux.

24th April 2010 -

Went to work today, the weather was lovely, get home and it's gone freezing! Argh! Plus I didn't get to talk to Ryan properly before he went to work and so I  miss him lots. But on the good news, I might be getting my hair coloured soon. I decided to ask my boss if she would do my hair for me some time soon, and so we sorted out a colour which I love and she thinks would suit me, just need to persuade my mum to pay for me to have it done now, I'm hoping she'll let me as she said she would anyway so yeah. Also, yesterday was quite helpful, we went to this confrence thing with school; and last night, I decided to do some RS revision, and ended up writing out all of my work, I then revised it for about 2 or 3 hours? Oh yeah, I'm on a roll! Went to work today, not a bad day, it wasn't as busy as last week so thats good, but when I got home, my sister asked me if I wanted to earn some money, so when I asked her what she meant, she said she'd give me £5 for cleaning her entire room! (for those of you that don't know, my sisters room is a total mess) and so I decided I might as well do it, so mum helped me clean it, which means I get an extra £5 when Dayna gets home, yay!

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Joyeux Anniversaire.

20th April 2010 -

Had a good night out tonight with Paige, Hollie, Lauren, Carley and Laura for Paige's 16th birthday which is tomorrow; we went to the pictures to watch Dear John. I heard from lots of people that it was really good but makes you teary eyed at the same time. I got a little teary at some parts, but I managed to hold it back, where as Carley and Laura couldn't resist and decided to cry for us all hahaa. But yes, a very good night indeed and I hope Paige has a wonderful birthday. <3

Friday, 16 April 2010

Je t'aime.

16th April 2010 -

Over the past couple of months, I have come to realise, you are the most amazing, loving and gorgeous boy I have ever met. I have no idea what I did to deserve you, but I'm so glad I get to call you my boyfriend. I love you more than anyone and I actually want to be with you forever. No matter how many times I tell you I love you, it will never show just how much I love you, because it can't be put into words. I feel closer to you than ever and I love that feeling, I love wanting to be with you, every second of the day, I love thinking about you when I wake up and before I go to sleep, I love hearing a joke or something funny and immediately reminding myself that I need to tell you it when I next see you. I love you forever. <3

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Rivière.

15th April 2010 -

Well today has been so very brilliant! - Btw, just before I explain that, I would just like to inform you that I am in fact using my new Dell Netbook and it's amazing! - anyway yes, today was brilliant! We walked through the park and down near the river Don, to this little grassy area where we had a BBQ. Was a really amazing day, had a great time and I would just like to thank everybody who came, which was Ryan, Lauren, Carley, Dean, Jordan, Dale, Matty, Dave, Adam, Brad and Craig! Then afterwards we walked up to the cages for a while, where I fell over hahaa! yes very funny! But I twisted my ankle, and it's all swollen! Ahh! But I'm sure it will be fine in the morning. By the way, I really am loving my new laptop, it's immense!

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

Excité.

14th April 2010 -

Had a good day yesterday, went to the park for a bit with Ryan, Jordan, Lauren, Dean, Jackie and Connor; has a really good time! Then today I went into town to get some stuff, and whilst I was gone, the Ariel guy came to fit me an Ariel so that my Free-view will work, but apparently, he said that he needs to order something for it to be done and so he needs to come back another day to fit it all up - bleh! But on the very very good side, also whilst I was out, mum went shopping and when she got back, here was a Dell van waiting outside, and he delivered my laptop - YAY! Couldn't believe it. I had just got off the bus and was walking past the school which is at the top of my road, and I get a call from my mum saying it was here - I basically ran home hahaa! But I have to wait for my dad to get home now before I can set it up because my mum doesn't want me doing it and then doing something wrong. Ahh I'm happy!

Monday, 12 April 2010

Vêtements.

13th April 2010 -

I had a really good day today (yesterday), went to Meadowhall with Ryan, Lauren and Connor, had a really good day. Found my prom dress, tried it on and instantly fell in love with it, even Lauren said she thought it was lovely. I really want it! Hopefully I'll be able to get it! I also got my blazer from New Look which I've been wanting for God knows how long, and it has also become my new favourite item of clothing, plus I got a dress from Republic, which although it's a big size, it fits perfectly, and it was on sale, so as you can imagine, I am a very happy girl!

Sunday, 11 April 2010

Excité.

11th April 2010 -

I didn't get a chance to write about my day yesterday, because Lauren came over and then when she went home, my sister got back from work so she stole the laptop - Grr! But I had a really really good day yesterday. First I went to work, which usually I dread going and really want to stay home, but yesterday I was just acting like normal, which shows me I'm starting to get used to it, and I actually kind of enjoy going now, I like the conversation. Then when I got home, I find out, my mum has washed all of my bedding, and it smells b-e-a-utiful – she’s such a babe. Then Lauren came round to mine, and we watched - well more like had it on in the background whilst we talked - The Invention Of Lying, had a good laugh with her, haven't seen her properly in a while. Then my mum showed me this thing on television, an offer thing for a Dell netbook, and because I've been looking for a laptop for so long, I decided to just get it, and so I ordered it and it comes in about ten days - which means I am a very very happy girl!

Friday, 9 April 2010

Fêtes.

9th April 2010 -

Well, I didn't really post talking about my fantastic day yesterday, and so I'm going to now instead because I'm bored, and in a writing mood.. Lucky you eh? Well yesterday was really a very good day; we decided to go out as the weather was lovely, and I took the most of this chance and decided to get just a little bit dressed up.. Hey! Don't judge! Well, firstly we went to McDonalds, but then we decided to talk a little walk down to the park, there we sat on the grass - which I might add was still a little muddy - and decided to lay there for a little while and chill in the sun. We then started to get a little bored and decided we would go for a walk down near the river Don, and although my foot got stuck in the mud and my shoe came off because they were too big, it was actually fun! We then got to a little grassy patch where we decided to sit for a while, and even though I hate water, the river actually looked rather pretty there. It looked like one of those places where if you needed to get away and have a think, that spot would be a good place to go. Then after a while we decided to head back, good job my Ryan was there to help me get back, hahaa! What would I do without that boy eh?! Then we went up to the cages for a bit, but there wasn't many people out after that, so me and Ryan went back to his for a while which was also very fun! And basically that was my good day! Tomorrow I'm at work, and then I've got Lauren coming over to mine for "movie night" we plan on watching millions of films whilst munching on popcorn and having a good old chat, as we haven't been having our morning chats seen as though were on holiday and haven't been walking to school. Sunday I think is just going to be my chill out day, might clean my room up a little, and get started on my new book.. Yes, I'm quite the book nerd! I've just read a book called Second Chance, and I'm now starting one called Little White Lies which looks good. Then on Monday, which I'm really excited for, I'm going to Meadowhall with Ryan, Lauren and Connor; we decided to have a day together as it's been a few months since we last did something as just the four of us, and I really enjoy doing things with just us four, it's really fun! I hope next week will be better than this week; it's been alright, but just not really the best week ever.


I would also like to apologise to Ryan for taking so long writing this blog and for not answering him on MSN quicker. Love Yaa! <3

Vie.

9th April 2010 -

Well yesterday was good, went for a walk, the weather was nice, made some new plans for the next week or so. And then today turns out to be just another shitty day of the week. I'm actually fed up of the holidays, all I seem to be fucking doing is sat in my fucking room watching Sex and the fucking City. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!.. Okay, it's out of my system, sorry. I’m just really fed up at the moment, I’m starting to actually miss school, at least I have something to do when I’m there, plus I get to see my friends and have a laugh. I’m just getting a sense of what my life might be like when I actually leave school, and if it involves getting up at 10 o’clock everyday, getting ready, and then sitting in my room all day by myself watching TV, then I’d honestly much rather stay at school. I don’t want to be this person, I’ve watched my sister become this person and I don’t want to be like her. Harsh I know, but true, and I’ve watched how her life turned out; I’ve watched her be happy, then mess it up for herself, I’ve watched her go out basically every night and getting in every morning and feeling like crap, I’ve watched her go from school, to work and her realising this is not how she wanted her life to work out, I’ve watched her throw her life away and instead of trying to sort it out and salvage some of her life, she seems to just make it worse. But it’s not just her; my mum has always given us hints that she wishes her life would have worked out differently. I don’t want to follow in their foot steps; I’d actually like to accomplish something in my life that doesn’t involve any complications like miscarriages or divorces; I just want my life to be simple, but amazing. I want to experience amazing things, go to fantastic places and share it all with wonderful people. And I’m afraid that I’m either not going to be able to do this, or my life’s going to take a completely different turn than what I wanted; I’m going to loose those wonderful people in my life, I’m not going to be able to get to those fantastic places and those amazing experiences won’t be as good as I imagined. But hey, maybe you don’t get to pick the road that your life drives along; you just have to deal with it.

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

Vacances. Crap.

7th April 2010 -

Well, the past few days have been fairly eventful. Actually I'm lying, they really haven't. Friday was spent working, and then Friday night I went to the pictures with some friends to watch Kick-Ass which was an amazing film! I can't even remember what I did Saturday, Sunday was just spent either in the living room with my mum whilst dad was on the computer, round the corner at my brothers house, or just on the laptop. Monday was spent sat in my room all day watching Sex and the City box-sets, which yes, I am once again addicted to. Tuesday was actually an alright day; went out with some friends which felt like ages since I last saw them and then we went to McDonald's. And today I got up at 7am because we were meant to be having the guy in to fit me an Ariel into my bedroom so that I can get my free-view to work again, but it was raining all morning, and then at 10am he rang saying he wouldn't be able to make it because his wife was "sick" and as he's self employed, he'd have to take care of their children for the day. Yeah mate, like that's true. Now I'm sat in my room, looking like shit, on the laptop and watching Wall-E because I actually have nothing better to do. Tomorrow I'm thinking of just getting everybody together and doing something, or I might go into town and have a little shopping time, to make up for some of the wasted days of my holiday. I had a good chat with my friend Alice the other night, and she helped me to figure out how to handle my life better, which might sound a little dramatic, but you'd understand what I meant if I explained it; which I will not. So thank you to her as now, I don't feel as messed up as I did before. I got a new blog by the way; so if your bored like me and want some things to take a look at, why not have a look at my other blogs and interesting things..