La couleur des cheveux.

24th April 2010 -

Went to work today, the weather was lovely, get home and it's gone freezing! Argh! Plus I didn't get to talk to Ryan properly before he went to work and so I  miss him lots. But on the good news, I might be getting my hair coloured soon. I decided to ask my boss if she would do my hair for me some time soon, and so we sorted out a colour which I love and she thinks would suit me, just need to persuade my mum to pay for me to have it done now, I'm hoping she'll let me as she said she would anyway so yeah. Also, yesterday was quite helpful, we went to this confrence thing with school; and last night, I decided to do some RS revision, and ended up writing out all of my work, I then revised it for about 2 or 3 hours? Oh yeah, I'm on a roll! Went to work today, not a bad day, it wasn't as busy as last week so thats good, but when I got home, my sister asked me if I wanted to earn some money, so when I asked her what she meant, she said she'd give me £5 for cleaning her entire room! (for those of you that don't know, my sisters room is a total mess) and so I decided I might as well do it, so mum helped me clean it, which means I get an extra £5 when Dayna gets home, yay!

Joyeux Anniversaire.

20th April 2010 -

Had a good night out tonight with Paige, Hollie, Lauren, Carley and Laura for Paige's 16th birthday which is tomorrow; we went to the pictures to watch Dear John. I heard from lots of people that it was really good but makes you teary eyed at the same time. I got a little teary at some parts, but I managed to hold it back, where as Carley and Laura couldn't resist and decided to cry for us all hahaa. But yes, a very good night indeed and I hope Paige has a wonderful birthday. <3

Je t'aime.

16th April 2010 -

Over the past couple of months, I have come to realise, you are the most amazing, loving and gorgeous boy I have ever met. I have no idea what I did to deserve you, but I'm so glad I get to call you my boyfriend. I love you more than anyone and I actually want to be with you forever. No matter how many times I tell you I love you, it will never show just how much I love you, because it can't be put into words. I feel closer to you than ever and I love that feeling, I love wanting to be with you, every second of the day, I love thinking about you when I wake up and before I go to sleep, I love hearing a joke or something funny and immediately reminding myself that I need to tell you it when I next see you. I love you forever. <3

Rivière.

15th April 2010 -

Well today has been so very brilliant! - Btw, just before I explain that, I would just like to inform you that I am in fact using my new Dell Netbook and it's amazing! - anyway yes, today was brilliant! We walked through the park and down near the river Don, to this little grassy area where we had a BBQ. Was a really amazing day, had a great time and I would just like to thank everybody who came, which was Ryan, Lauren, Carley, Dean, Jordan, Dale, Matty, Dave, Adam, Brad and Craig! Then afterwards we walked up to the cages for a while, where I fell over hahaa! yes very funny! But I twisted my ankle, and it's all swollen! Ahh! But I'm sure it will be fine in the morning. By the way, I really am loving my new laptop, it's immense!

Excité.

14th April 2010 -

Had a good day yesterday, went to the park for a bit with Ryan, Jordan, Lauren, Dean, Jackie and Connor; has a really good time! Then today I went into town to get some stuff, and whilst I was gone, the Ariel guy came to fit me an Ariel so that my Free-view will work, but apparently, he said that he needs to order something for it to be done and so he needs to come back another day to fit it all up - bleh! But on the very very good side, also whilst I was out, mum went shopping and when she got back, here was a Dell van waiting outside, and he delivered my laptop - YAY! Couldn't believe it. I had just got off the bus and was walking past the school which is at the top of my road, and I get a call from my mum saying it was here - I basically ran home hahaa! But I have to wait for my dad to get home now before I can set it up because my mum doesn't want me doing it and then doing something wrong. Ahh I'm happy!

Vêtements.

13th April 2010 -

I had a really good day today (yesterday), went to Meadowhall with Ryan, Lauren and Connor, had a really good day. Found my prom dress, tried it on and instantly fell in love with it, even Lauren said she thought it was lovely. I really want it! Hopefully I'll be able to get it! I also got my blazer from New Look which I've been wanting for God knows how long, and it has also become my new favourite item of clothing, plus I got a dress from Republic, which although it's a big size, it fits perfectly, and it was on sale, so as you can imagine, I am a very happy girl!

Excité.

11th April 2010 -

I didn't get a chance to write about my day yesterday, because Lauren came over and then when she went home, my sister got back from work so she stole the laptop - Grr! But I had a really really good day yesterday. First I went to work, which usually I dread going and really want to stay home, but yesterday I was just acting like normal, which shows me I'm starting to get used to it, and I actually kind of enjoy going now, I like the conversation. Then when I got home, I find out, my mum has washed all of my bedding, and it smells b-e-a-utiful – she’s such a babe. Then Lauren came round to mine, and we watched - well more like had it on in the background whilst we talked - The Invention Of Lying, had a good laugh with her, haven't seen her properly in a while. Then my mum showed me this thing on television, an offer thing for a Dell netbook, and because I've been looking for a laptop for so long, I decided to just get it, and so I ordered it and it comes in about ten days - which means I am a very very happy girl!

Fêtes.

9th April 2010 -

Well, I didn't really post talking about my fantastic day yesterday, and so I'm going to now instead because I'm bored, and in a writing mood.. Lucky you eh? Well yesterday was really a very good day; we decided to go out as the weather was lovely, and I took the most of this chance and decided to get just a little bit dressed up.. Hey! Don't judge! Well, firstly we went to McDonalds, but then we decided to talk a little walk down to the park, there we sat on the grass - which I might add was still a little muddy - and decided to lay there for a little while and chill in the sun. We then started to get a little bored and decided we would go for a walk down near the river Don, and although my foot got stuck in the mud and my shoe came off because they were too big, it was actually fun! We then got to a little grassy patch where we decided to sit for a while, and even though I hate water, the river actually looked rather pretty there. It looked like one of those places where if you needed to get away and have a think, that spot would be a good place to go. Then after a while we decided to head back, good job my Ryan was there to help me get back, hahaa! What would I do without that boy eh?! Then we went up to the cages for a bit, but there wasn't many people out after that, so me and Ryan went back to his for a while which was also very fun! And basically that was my good day! Tomorrow I'm at work, and then I've got Lauren coming over to mine for "movie night" we plan on watching millions of films whilst munching on popcorn and having a good old chat, as we haven't been having our morning chats seen as though were on holiday and haven't been walking to school. Sunday I think is just going to be my chill out day, might clean my room up a little, and get started on my new book.. Yes, I'm quite the book nerd! I've just read a book called Second Chance, and I'm now starting one called Little White Lies which looks good. Then on Monday, which I'm really excited for, I'm going to Meadowhall with Ryan, Lauren and Connor; we decided to have a day together as it's been a few months since we last did something as just the four of us, and I really enjoy doing things with just us four, it's really fun! I hope next week will be better than this week; it's been alright, but just not really the best week ever.


I would also like to apologise to Ryan for taking so long writing this blog and for not answering him on MSN quicker. Love Yaa! <3

Vie.

9th April 2010 -

Well yesterday was good, went for a walk, the weather was nice, made some new plans for the next week or so. And then today turns out to be just another shitty day of the week. I'm actually fed up of the holidays, all I seem to be fucking doing is sat in my fucking room watching Sex and the fucking City. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!.. Okay, it's out of my system, sorry. I’m just really fed up at the moment, I’m starting to actually miss school, at least I have something to do when I’m there, plus I get to see my friends and have a laugh. I’m just getting a sense of what my life might be like when I actually leave school, and if it involves getting up at 10 o’clock everyday, getting ready, and then sitting in my room all day by myself watching TV, then I’d honestly much rather stay at school. I don’t want to be this person, I’ve watched my sister become this person and I don’t want to be like her. Harsh I know, but true, and I’ve watched how her life turned out; I’ve watched her be happy, then mess it up for herself, I’ve watched her go out basically every night and getting in every morning and feeling like crap, I’ve watched her go from school, to work and her realising this is not how she wanted her life to work out, I’ve watched her throw her life away and instead of trying to sort it out and salvage some of her life, she seems to just make it worse. But it’s not just her; my mum has always given us hints that she wishes her life would have worked out differently. I don’t want to follow in their foot steps; I’d actually like to accomplish something in my life that doesn’t involve any complications like miscarriages or divorces; I just want my life to be simple, but amazing. I want to experience amazing things, go to fantastic places and share it all with wonderful people. And I’m afraid that I’m either not going to be able to do this, or my life’s going to take a completely different turn than what I wanted; I’m going to loose those wonderful people in my life, I’m not going to be able to get to those fantastic places and those amazing experiences won’t be as good as I imagined. But hey, maybe you don’t get to pick the road that your life drives along; you just have to deal with it.

Vacances. Crap.

7th April 2010 -

Well, the past few days have been fairly eventful. Actually I'm lying, they really haven't. Friday was spent working, and then Friday night I went to the pictures with some friends to watch Kick-Ass which was an amazing film! I can't even remember what I did Saturday, Sunday was just spent either in the living room with my mum whilst dad was on the computer, round the corner at my brothers house, or just on the laptop. Monday was spent sat in my room all day watching Sex and the City box-sets, which yes, I am once again addicted to. Tuesday was actually an alright day; went out with some friends which felt like ages since I last saw them and then we went to McDonald's. And today I got up at 7am because we were meant to be having the guy in to fit me an Ariel into my bedroom so that I can get my free-view to work again, but it was raining all morning, and then at 10am he rang saying he wouldn't be able to make it because his wife was "sick" and as he's self employed, he'd have to take care of their children for the day. Yeah mate, like that's true. Now I'm sat in my room, looking like shit, on the laptop and watching Wall-E because I actually have nothing better to do. Tomorrow I'm thinking of just getting everybody together and doing something, or I might go into town and have a little shopping time, to make up for some of the wasted days of my holiday. I had a good chat with my friend Alice the other night, and she helped me to figure out how to handle my life better, which might sound a little dramatic, but you'd understand what I meant if I explained it; which I will not. So thank you to her as now, I don't feel as messed up as I did before. I got a new blog by the way; so if your bored like me and want some things to take a look at, why not have a look at my other blogs and interesting things..

http://www.chloee4.blog.com/

http://chloee6.tumblr.com/

http://www.formspring.me/Chloee4

http://dailybooth.com/Clobo

http://twitter.com/Chloe_Cherise

Heureux.

3rd April 2010 -

Change of plan, I thought that I wouldn't have my internet back for three weeks, but it turns out that this months internet has already been paid for, so we get to keep the internet, thank god! Staying in bed today because I can't be bothered to get up and actually get ready to do something. Get my Ariel fitted on Wednesday so I should have my free-view back soon, yay! Plus I've decided I'm going to learn guitar, although It's so confusing! No idea how I'm going to do this, but I am determined! I always quit everything I try to do because I end up getting annoyed with it, but I have decided this is something I'm GOING to do! Found a new programme that I can get addicted to, haven't watched the first episode yet, but my mum taped it for me, so I shall be watching that some time soon when I'm bored and have nothing to do; It's called Cougar Town, got Courtney Cox in it from Friends, and I loved Friends, so I'm hoping I'll love Cougar Town as well. My grandma is such a babe! She's basically got me four Easter presents because she gave me her old guitar so that I can learn and practise more, she bought me some quite expensive foundation because I buy the cheap one and It's rubbish (plus she used one of her "money off" tickets), she bought me an Easter egg, plus she's paying for my Ariel to be fitted; she's such a lovely grandma! Always putting others before herself, I love this woman!