19th December 2011 -
Hello there darlings :) haven't posted in over a month, I just can't seem to get back into my blogging at the moment :( which sucks.. So I'm just gonna' talk about my life over the past month or so :) hope you have fun..
Well just to let you know, if you have an Esquires coffee shop near you, please go and get the orange hot chocolate with marshmallows and cream! Omg yum! :D it's about £3 which is sooo much cheaper than Starbucks or anywhere like that.. So yeah take my word for it! ;)
Over the past month or so, I've decided something which may not seem like a big deal to you, but to me it's quite an achievement. I have decided that I actually like being single at the moment, and I know I have days where I'm like 'ugh if only I had a boyfriend to snuggle with me right now' because yeah I do get quite lonely at times, but I've figured it's better for me to be single right now for many reasons! 1. I don't have to worry about buying Christmas presents for a boyfriend or his family 2. I don't have to worry about meeting new people, for example lads. For anyone who hasn't experienced this yet, when you meet new lads whether it's through family, school, work or whatever, your boyfriend is always going to be jealous whether they tell you or not, it's just a given. Whereas if you meet a new lad and then get a new boyfriend, you're already friends with them so it's easier for your new boyfriend to get used to as if you'd have wanted this 'boy friend' then you'd have had him ;) 3. it gives me more time to see my friends, family or to just do what I want really as next year I'm hoping to get a new job, go to the gym more and so I'll probably have less time to do what I want :) 4. It's my 18th next year, along with every one else's 18th's and so I'll be going out more and hopefully meeting new people and I don't want to have to deal with 'behaving nicely' just because I have a boyfriend, as most people who know me, will know that once I've had a drink I can get a bit loud, and some people don't like that :') 5. I'd much rather wait until I've finished school to start seeing someone new as it's just less drama, plus I'd like time to get used to not going to school anymore and starting a new career without having to get used to seeing somebody new at the same time. So yeah overall it's just cheaper, less hassle and much easier for me right now :') but hey if I meet someone and they're kind, loving, mature, funny, got a great personality and are gorgeous, then yeah I'd probably instantly fall for him :')
Went out last weekend which was good :) got to spend some time with some people who I've actually really missed for a long time so yeah that was lovely :) then my uncle came over on Monday which was oo good to see him :D I always miss him so much!
Looking forward to christmas now :) only 6 more days to go! I'm such a big child at heart :') I'm getting some Dr Dre beats in red :D sooo happy!! I've gone a bit crazy this year with christmas presents to be honest haha :) so I hope everyone likes them :) <3





























