Embrouillé

17th April 2013-

Hi.

I'm afraid that this is not a particularly happy post. 

I hardly post anymore and I've been putting it off for a while. I started this blog a few years ago because It was a time in my life where I felt like I needed someone to talk to or just a place to go to get everything off my chest and over the years this is where I have come. But over the past 12 months, it has become a place for me to post things about my life, like an update every now and again, for me to look back on in years to come.

Recently I feel like I need that place back. Somewhere for me to talk about everything that's on my mind. Somewhere where I know I won't have to deal with people's thoughts and opinions on my life and my choices. 

Well a lot has happened over the past few months! I got a boyfriend, met some lovely new people and feel like I'm doing quite well at college.

I'm a bit confused at the minute though. I feel like I'm unsure about everything :/ just when things were starting to work out, one of my close friends told me something which I should have found out a while ago really but now I can't stop thinking about it and wondering what life would be like if things had worked out differently :/ 

It's always on my mind and I'm questioning everything. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm unhappy, It's just that I keep questioning my choices and thinking too much into things I guess... 

But as I always say, everything happens for a reason, so maybe this is a good thing.